~*~Memoirs of an Angel~*~

hmmmm... it's been so long...

i think i'm gonna cry...

i really really missed this site... especially the forum... and everybody here...

i've decided to create a new account to mark a new beginning...

ever heard of backsliding and "balik loob"? that's how i'm feeling right now... well, there were some problems that kept me away for a while... then there's a frustration coz it seems like all i can do is listen to your stories, look at the pictures and watch videos of nina and your encounter with her... well, in my situation, watching a gig or concert isn't anywhere near "our" priorities and i understand why... then we moved here to aklan, with much less possibility of meeting nina in person or even watch her perform live... we didn't have internet connection available in our area till last week... so for the past months? or a year? i'm not really sure... i have been inactive and being contented of listening to my nina live album in our van and at home... i think once a nssian, always a nssian... then one day, a wedding was held in our resort and the employees told me that they haven't prepared a playlist for the reception... being a music lover, i took the duty and looked for any suitable music... then i saw my nina live cd and of course, i played, LOVE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS... as the bride heard the music while entering the function hall, she cried... and hugged her husband... after the wedding she told me that she felt really touched by the song... and i felt the warmth of a nssian inside me again... but i had second thoughts of visiting the site again... coz i know that once i get started, i'll be unstoppable...

but that warmth took over me and here i am... being a DRAMA QUEEN that I am...

I just miss everything and everybody here and i think i have lots of catching up to do... Buying Nina's album and the product she endorses maybe the best that i can do but maybe that'll be enough...

Well, I really wish I can do more... Miss you all!!!

It's nice to be back...

Nina Soul Siren