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« on: May 31, 2006, 06:49:16 PM »

nyehe.. e2! tinotoo ko na!

pareng wilbert, maari mo nang ikwento ang kasawian mo sa buhay regarding sa pag ibig! nyehe

sige... post lang kayo ng mga kasawian nyo..

nyehe.. :lol:
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« Reply #1 on: May 31, 2006, 10:04:10 PM »

aba bagong category na naman o ah!  hehe teka dito nga ba ako?haha  :lol:
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« Reply #2 on: June 01, 2006, 02:41:02 AM »

hahaha,,,

oi..si eli may pakana ah,,hmmm..
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« Reply #3 on: June 01, 2006, 07:50:17 AM »

dapat yung nagstart ng topic yung unang magkuwento Cheesy
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« Reply #4 on: June 01, 2006, 02:49:24 PM »

tama..tama..

dpat mauna ung gumawa ng thread..nyahahaha :lol:  :lol:
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« Reply #5 on: June 01, 2006, 04:11:05 PM »

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dapat yung nagstart ng topic yung unang magkuwento Cheesy
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haha.. nyehe.. pilitin nyo qo! nyehe..

sige.. ako start ha? :lol:
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« Reply #6 on: June 01, 2006, 05:24:16 PM »

2005...

Start nun ng klase, i was so excited na pumasok, kasi nga, senior na ako, lahat ng pwede namang gawin, pwede! basta ba hindi mahuhuli e, we have all the authority as a senior...like, spank the freshmen, bully the sophomores, get friends with juniors.. and have fun with co-seniors.. everything.. it was a school year of awfully good fun... and as well as terribly challenging school works..

Around late October nun, some of the seniors, including me, were asked , personally by our Filipino teacher to create a group that would represent our school in an upcoming contest.. literary in fact.. speech choir.. but, she decided to mix some of the students from other year levels...   mostly juniors, sophomores tpos freshmen.. dun lahat nag simula yun..

Kilala non ang mga juniors bilang mga notorious, siga, walang pakialam... ang gulo nilang tingnan, minsan yung iba, may sariling mundo..  pero ok lang, no harm done naman sa min...

Dahil dun sa speech choir, medyo nagkaroon ng bond yung mga seniors and juniors non, there was this girl... na, super unique, actually non, nachichismis kami, and one time, inadd ako sa friendster ng isa sa mga kaibigan nung girl na yun.. dun, dahil dun, ang sumunod na nag add sa akin e sya na mismo, i was shocked of course...

One day, while i was online, may nag pm sa akin sa YM, yung friend nnman ng unique girl na yon, nagkwentuhan kami about the speech choir, hanggang sa ang topic namin e yung girl na mismo..

eh, kamusta naman kayo ni Elisha?...

ha? what about her?

uyy.. crush ka non e!

nasa friendlist ko yon, inadd nya ako,

alam ko..!

Kinabukasan, bulong bulungan sa buong campus yung YM conversation na yon...  kasi, it was about Elisha.. that unique girl.., social studies teacher ko pa mismo yung nagsabi sa akin tungkol sa paglaganap ng conversation na yon,inabot pa nya sa akin mismo yung print out.. sukat akalain ko ba naman na ipriprint out yun.. that girl..madidikdik ko yun sa dingding e.. pero... a part of me saying na, ok lang.. nyehe.. i like her too.. ang cute nya kasi....

From there on, mas lalong tumindi yung asaran kapag nag prapractice na ng literary piece namin, ni halos di kami makausad ng isang stanza due to excessive teasing! naalala ko pa, i was so damn red kapag nasinisimulan na nila, nahihiya kasi ako dun sa taong yon, bka kasi naiinis na.. or nagagalet.. baka mainlove nga talaga ako d2.. bakit hinde?.. bukod sa cute.. napakabait nitong tao.. at sobrang kalog.. at nahahalata kong napakabuti nyang tao..dagdag pa dun yung pang aasar nila.. mahina kasi ako kapag inaasar na.. naalala ko pa yung sabi sa akin ng best buddy ko..haha.. eli, PI, namumula..bagay kayo promise!!

I was reading a book one night, when my fone beeped,

hello po!

the number didnt register on my phonebook..

ahm, who's this?

uy! eli? si elisha to!

ha.. wat? uy! pano mo nakuha number ko?

haha, from kuya noel! (my best buddy)

we talked about really stu-pid things.. in a very hillarious way!
i was so used to getting bored with my other classmates when they text me,
pero, this girl.. she made me so wanting for her texts.. and i got fond of her easily... nakakatawa kasi talaga yung mga jokes nya.. ..it made me think.. may binabasa ba ako kanina lang?...

nagkaron kami ng deal ni elisha non e, kapag nanalo yung school namin either 1st, 2nd or 3rd, lilibre ko sya, kung walang mapapanalunan, then, its on her..

The day of the competition came, and luckily, we bagged the 2nd place, though it was the first time my school participated on such an event... all of our hardships paved way... we were so ecstatic that day.. wala tuloy klase yung mga participants.. at nauwi kami sa mcdo..

(to be continued..)
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« Reply #7 on: June 01, 2006, 05:36:05 PM »

gosh, pakibilisan ang part two, please!

naiiyak na ako, umpisa pa lang!

my son, binata na! :lol:

hindi sige, serious na... bilisan mo eli! atat ako malaman ang rest of the story...
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« Reply #8 on: June 01, 2006, 06:43:17 PM »

Naalala ko tuloy yung deal namin ni elisha.. shocks.. pano yan? mabubutas nanaman bulsa ko.. so.. no choice.. but, unbelievably, bigla na lang umalis ang mga juniors including her... she forgot the deal?.. uh-oh.. OHHH YEAHH...

Kumulo sikmura ko non, gutom na gutom ako, yung ibang seniors naman, nang tritrip, stroll sa buong taytay.. naalala ko pa rin yung deal... ang sabi ko sa mga friends ko, tara, mcdo tayo.. gutom na ako e.. .. and maybe, baka maabutan ko pa sya.. there was this feeling, this pretty weird feeling... i want to see her..  kahit maalala pa nya yung deal.. oh well... here goes nothing..

Pumasok kami sa mcdo, unang tapak ko pa lang, sinisilip silip ko na kung san sya nakaupo.. t.i., san kaya d2.. sabi ko sa sarili ko,...kinalabit ako ng classmate ko..eli.. paniguardo.. mabubuhay ka nanaman... tingin ka beside you..... nakakahiya.. halos maputol na leeg ko kakasilip.. nasa kaliwa ko lang pala sya...


uyy.. andito pala kayo? ang sabi ko..

oo, nagutom kasi kami e..

natalo ako sa deal... ano? libre kita?

our voices were audible enough na marinig ng mga nakapaligid sa min.. uyyy..!

nde.. wag na.. late ka na e.. nakabili na ako..

sure?..

oo.. sige.. save mo na lang

nakaligtas ako don.. akala ko katapusan ko na... pero.. sayang.. i was making my move already.. too bad.. di ako nag insist.. sabi nga ng isang playboy na classmate ko.. bro, ang hina mo naman.... anong magagawa ko? nahihiya na ako.. swear...

After the competition, i thought the teasing would eventually die... but.. i was wrong.. totally wrong.. it was just the beginning.. araw araw na lang ata, my ears dont fail to hear uyyy.. you might be thinking.. kung baka naririndi na ako o ano.. pero.. actually.. it was music to my ears..

Palagi kami nag tetext ni elisha, nagloload ako ng kung magkano matext lang sya.. then, one time, naglakas loob akong tanungin sa kanya yung telephone number nya.. nagpalusot pa ako, sabi ko .. something important... pero actually, i only wanted to hear her voice.. weird though.. gusto ko lang talaga marinig.. that's it.. nothing more.. what wrong with that? weird nga lang ang pakiramdam.. i've never been this way before.. i was so wanting to hear her voice..

uhm.. hello.. pwede po ba kay elisha?

sandali lang...

...a second later..

hello.. sino to?

... i was stunned for a while..napaka soft ng voice nya, hearing her just made me feel totally high...

uy elai... eli to!

oh.. uy.. akala ko sa ibang araw ka pa tatawag

i was too "torpe" to say na gusto lang kasi kita marinig that's all... (for the record.. i was already making my move... pero there was no courtship yet.. and she didnt know i was already making a move..)

Day noon ng quarterly report cards... parents are required to.. well you know how it goes...

Nasa lobby ako non and i was talking to my mother, when i suddenly saw her coming through.. papakilala ko kaya sya? or wag? nakuuu... pero.. nakakahiya..wag na lang sabi ko.. so... she just passed by.. ngumiti lang...

Di ko alam kung engot ako o ano pero, pumasok nanaman ako sa isang deal, pero this time.. mga kaibigan ko naman... i forgot about how the deal works pero alam ko.. natalo ako non... so the punishment... pagkatapos ng Recollection natin.. sasabihin mo na nararamdaman mo sa kanya...

*gulp*... as far as i can remember... 2 araw na lang bago mag recollection.. ang engot ko.. talaga.. pero.. anyway... ang sabi ko naman sa kanila.. e tulungan nyo ako..

Recollection day came... and as you well know.. its a time for reflection and total self scrutiny... both spiritual and moral... i cried a lot... well... it happens does it?

Dumating yung hapon ng February 12, 2005, ang sabi ko sa tabachoy na kaibigan ko.. syet.. mikky pano na? ang engot ko kasi e.. kinakabahan ako.. ...tinawanan nya lang ako.. sabi nya.. moral support.. kung pwede ko lang syang lusawin.. ginawa ko na..

Pumunta muna kami sa makasaysayang mcdo ng taytay, kain muna, kumbaga.. pampalakas ng loob.. pagkatapos non, eon.. sabi sa akin ng pasimuno ng deal.. ready ka na eli?..

naalala ko non..medyo malaki yung moon that night..

we arrived at her house.. at kasama namin yung best friend ni elisha, kasi, nasabi ko din sa kanya.. so punta naman sya..  saturday non... naisip ko, naku.. may choir practice sya.. baka mamaya pa sya umuwi.... akala ko ligtas ako non.. i was so dead wrong... napilit ko nga na sa ibang araw na lang gawin yung punishment.. pero.. as we were walking para makaalis na sa subdivision na yon.. to my utter amazement... syet.. sya yon... naglalakad... T.I!!..oh no..

binati ng pasimuno ng deal si elai, kasi medyo close din sila, ... then..  sabi sa akin ng pasimuno... eli.. o pano.. maiwan ka na namin.. hatid mo na lang si elai... sabay suntok sa tyan...

I said to myself...ok.. pagkakataon mo na... just stay calm.. and cool..

We were strolling just a few blocks away from her house.. the night was awfully quiet non, w/c made me feel so nervous.. tinanong nya ako kung ok lang ako, medyo daw di maganda ang itsura ko... kung alam nya lang na magtatapat na ako..

pati ata pagkakataon.. nakiisa na rin sa akin...nakakita ako ng benches.. walang tao.. pero mdyo madilim.. ang sabi ko sa kanya.. uhm.. upo tayo dun o!.. may sasabihin kasi akong importante

uhmm ano yon?

ano.. kasi...

nakakain ko na ata mga salita ko non.. medyo matagal when i got back to my senses... until finally..

uhm..elai..may sasabihin ako sayo... paano kung... paano kung may taong mainlove sayo kasi para sa kanya...ikaw ang pinakawonderful na tao na nakilala nya..

paano kung sabihin nya na ikaw na lang lagi ang iniisip nya.. di kumpleto yung araw kapag di ka nakakausap...na mahal na mahal ka nya?.. anong gagawin mo?

di sya ngsalita for a few seconds..

eli... di ko alam.. ewan ko.. kinakabahan ako sa'yo

(to be continued...)
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« Reply #9 on: June 01, 2006, 07:53:05 PM »

oh my god!!!

eli!!!   kinakabahan din ako sa karugtong..

ang galing nman ka kainlove  :wub:  

para akong nagbabasa ng pocket book..

continue na please excited na ko... Smiley  Smiley

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« Reply #10 on: June 01, 2006, 08:24:45 PM »

son, MILK ka talaga... i should be resting now coz i'm not feeling well... but, no, eto ako, OL, inaabangan ang continuation ng eli_elai saga...

ang saya pag main-love ano? the world seems so beautiful... you get butterflies in your stomach and every single thing about that person just makes you smile and make your eyes twinkle...

kaso... eto nga pala ay topic para sa mga nasawing pag-ibig... so kahit kinikilig na ako dito, eh my brain is telling me something's not gonna go right...

but nonetheless, i shall be waiting for the third installment of eli's kwento... and though i know it will be a sad ending (kanta na lang tayo ng kanta ng Breathe... does she love that man.. the way that i'm loving her still...... pero hey, it's not yet the end of the world... who knows baka next week eh nagpopost na si eli sa nssians in love! Cheesy), i know na at the end of it all, i will be glad to have read and discovered a chapter of eli's life....

oh dali na, ituloy na ang kwento! MILK talaga oh, pati ako naiisip ko yung sa akin! hay, taytay nga naman............... hehehehe...
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« Reply #11 on: June 02, 2006, 02:32:25 AM »

dont say bad word, mids (taytay)

naalala ko ung movie na SAW sa thread na to...kinilabutan talaga ako :lol:
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« Reply #12 on: June 02, 2006, 02:34:25 AM »

AMF! naiihi ako sa sobrang suspense :lol:
at ang apo ko..manang mana sa nanay niya..ang haba magpost Tongue mana din sa lola pala :lol:
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« Reply #13 on: June 02, 2006, 10:47:44 AM »

(3rd part)

please eli, dont tell me these things ang sabi nya..

naiintindihan ko naman e, baka nabigla sya.. or worse baka ayaw nya sa akin, or baka meron ngang iba, nagulo ako non, di ko na alam susunod na sasabihin ko, i tried to utter some words... luckily, i did utter some..

elisha, i'm inlove with you...

it was the most daring thing for me, telling her directly that i fell inlove with her, i got numb for a while, cold feet.. i tried to control my badly shaking hand.. no use..

i'm sorry, dapat hindi kita binigla, ang sabi ko, baka nga ayaw nya sa akin kaya di sya nag sasalita.. ang sabi ko non, dapat di ko na lang talaga ginawa to, baka masira yung samahan namin bilang magkaibigan, natakot ako non, baka iwasan na nya ako.. pero, what's done is done..

totoo ba talaga eli? tanong nya, ang sbi ko... di ko to gagawin kung nagsisinungaling lang ako sayo,..

ahm, naalala mo pa ba nung one time pinagusapan natin yung crush ko? si kiv?.. napatigil ako, oo nga pala, naalala ko, si kiv.. pero, walang student non sa NCBA na may pangalan na Kiv, my guess was that, baka ka-subdivision nya lang..

may paper ka ba dyan?

she wrote the whole alphabet on a piece of paper...beside every letter, she then wrote the alphabet in reverse (starting from Z - A)

parang ganito

A - Z

B - Y

C - X

D - W

E - V

F - U

G - T

H - S

I - R

J - Q

K - P

L - O

M - N

N - M

O - L

P - K

Q - J

R - I

S - H

T - G

U - F

V - E

W - D

X - C

Y - B

Z - A

its starting to make sense.. sabi ko.. kiv... K.I.V..

K = p

I = R

V = E

erp?... ERP? something awfully weird is about to happen, sabi ko sa sarili ko..

baligtad yan.. your initials.. instant butterflies in my stomach...

napagusapan natin yun diba? about KIV? lahat ng nararamdaman ko about him, nasabi ko na sayo, higit pa sa crush yon.. because he's the most wonderful person para sa akin.. he makes me smile everyday..

all the while, i thought ibang tao yon, there was this time na nainis talaga ako kasi puro na lang kiv, kiv... little did i know.. ako pala yon.. my initials in reverse and coded.. mahilig kasi syang magpakulo ng mga ganong bagay.. and i really like it..

obviously, sobrang wala akong nasabi, i went blank for a while, i didnt know what to do.. but one thing's for sure non, Oh my gosh...

sabi ko sa kanya di ko alam ang sasabihin ko,, sabi nya.. ganon din daw yung nararamdaman nya.. we both didnt speak for quite some time.. until i broke the silence..

may pag-asa ba ako na maging boyfriend mo? it was the dumbest question i've ever asked.. ang sabi nya.. Oo.. natuwa naman ako.. napangiti ako non..

pero... all of a sudden, sinabi ko na lang.. di ko to gustong mangyari e.. ang plano ko lang actually e sabihin sayo, tapos yun lang, no more no less...

tapos ang sabi nya bakit ko pa daw sinabi yung nararamdaman ko kung ayaw ko na mangyari to?... good point sabi ko sa sarili ko..ang engot ko.. tapos tanong ulet ako... e.. pano na tayo? pano yung friendship? eh nasabi ko na sayo yung nararamdaman ko.. everything will change para sa tin na dalawa..

di nanaman kami nagkibuan non, until finally..

would you be my girlfriend?

she asked me to hand her my phone, she was texting something.. akala ko nga talaga nag tetext to someone.. naku.. baka isusumbong ako..

then she handed back the phone.. tingnan mo sa outbox... so ako naman sunod.. what was it..? sabi kong ganon sa sarili ko.. tapos nung inopen ko na.. nakalagay.... yes..

naalala ko pa talaga.. parang di ako makapaniwala.. she's my girlfriend now!... as in ngayon! sobrang tuwang tuwa ang puso ko non.. i stood up... ang sabi ko.. tara.. hatid na kita sa inyo.... so tumayo sya.. while we were walking papunta sa bahay.. i thought of holding her hand... naglakas loob ako..  so eon.. i held her hand... tight.. ang sabi nya sa akin..ang warm ng kamay mo...may instant heater na ako! nagjoke syang ganon... tumawa lang ako.. naalala ko pa.. medyo naiilang ako.. nahihiya kasi bago yung bahay nya.. may talipapa(sort of small palengke..) eh andami ng tao.. nahihiya ako.. pero.. hinawakan ko lang yung kamay nya... sabi ko... ok lang.. dont mind them.... PDA sabi ko non.. i had relationships before.. and nag PDA din kami ng ibang ex ko.. pero this time... gusto ko talagang hawakan yung kamay nya.. kahit sabihin nila na PDA.. so what?

we arrived at her house.. and she waved goodbye... pumasok sya sa gate habang ako naman starring at her.. after she got in.. i started to walk out of the subdivision.. girlfriend ko na sya..what a feeling..!

I got home.. still wearing that awfully good smile.. i changed my clothes then off to bed.. pero di talaga ako inaantok.. all i wanted was to think of her...i thought of texting her.. sabi ko uy! she replied, uy, i still cant believe about what happened earlier.. me too sabi ko.. nakaktuwang isipin no? before, you were just the cute guy upstairs ng room namin.. and now.. boyfriend na kita.. naflatter naman ako.. tinanong sya ng dad nya kung bakit daw nakasmile sya habang naglalakad sa salas nila.. natawa ako non... then i told her to sleep because it was already 1:00 AM... i slept too afterwards..

Pero.. soon enough, we started to realize that we were going too fast.. and there was no courtship... eon, its starting to become a problem.. everyone na napagtanungan ko sinabi nila.. tama ka eli, masyado atang mabilis.. nagsabi ka lang tapos eon na.. kayo na.. di ka nanligaw? oo, it was true.. its starting to annoy me because of that thought, so kinausap ko sya.. again.. nasa makasaysayang mcdo kami non..

medyo mabilis ata yung mga nangyayari sa atin.. sabi ko

oo, di ko din to narealize until just recently.

pinagusapan ulet namin yung about how we feel.. and sabi ko non sa sarili ko, do we have to go through courtship? plus the fact that were being too fast.. pano na?

then sabi ko sa kanya..

what if... ligawan kita habang tayo?


ang saya ko talaga non, i always wear a genuine smile kapag tinatanong nila ako kung kayo na ba? weh.. di nga? kumag ka eli..! everything did go well! in fact, pinakilala nya ako sa mga ka churchmates nya.. then sabi nya.. ang susunod, nanay ko naman.. then afterwards si dad.. nagulantang ako non talaga.. kaso nga lang nagaway kami non.. i think mga.. if i'm not mistaken.. March non.. lapit na graduation ng seniors.. kasi ganito yon..

i got a message from her churchmate

eli.. kuya ver to.. alam mo ba kung nasan si elai? magprapractice na kasi kami ng choir...wala pa sya

nagtaka ako non.. di kasi sya nagpaalam kung san pupunta.. may habit pa naman si elai na iwanan yung fone kapag umaalis..

di po e, di sya nag text sa akin sabi kong ganon

tinext ko sya.. in the faint hope na dala nya yung fone and somehow, magreply sa kin.. pero.. wala parin  nagaalala na talaga ako, baka kung san pumunta yon.... until nagtext na yung kachurchmate nya.. eli, dont worry andito na sya..

Nainis ako non, di sya nagpaalam sa akin, pero alam ko, medyo maliit lang yon.. pero nainis talaga ako.. pano kung san yun mapunta? nag aalala ako d2 tapos di sya nag papaalam.. i felt weird though.. kilala ako non bilang napakapasensyosong tao.. understanding.. and not easy to get angry.. or mapikon... pero inisip ko yung ginawa ko.. i was so wrong.. kinabukasan.. pinuntahan ko sya sa church nila.. and then i said i'm sorry..

(to be continued)
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« Reply #14 on: June 02, 2006, 12:08:37 PM »

(4th part)
grumaduate ang seniors nung april 17, 2005, dun na pala nagsimula ang isang malaking pag babago sa relationship namin..

the months between march - june 2005 were the best i've ever had.. we always talk about things that make us laugh both, we share a lot in common, we have same interests, she's an eloquent person... always opinionated, and she acts in a mature sense... and i really love the way she cares for me.. she's the most understanding person i've ever met.. napaka kalog nyang tao.. energetic palagi, and there never was a time na she didnt play practical jokes on me.. tumatawa na lang ako palagi..

one time, medyo napagod ata sya sa practical joke nya... eon.. nagulat talaga ako.. she put her head on my shoulder.. i was surprised of course! who wouldnt be? and she just laid her head there... not speaking... it was as if... she's sleeping.. funny though.. it made me feel more in love with her..  and she looks really cute when she sleeps.. ako naman.. i just stared at her..

Dahil nga college na ako and senior na sya.. we both had busy lives... she's trying her best to fulfill her own dream of becoming the next salutatorian.. para naman sa akin, i was making my way through my college freshmen year.. lots of adjustments.. enormous school works.. etc.. it was tough.. really tough..

Merong mga araw na di na kami nag uusap, minsan umabot pa nga ng weeks.. we both had our priorities..  di na kami nag tetext kasi, nasira ng mga kapatid nya yung fone nya.. at minsan na lang ako tumawag non.. minsan na lang din kami magkita.. mas madalas hinde.. mga classmates nya.. tinatanong na nila ako...
uy eli, si elai musta? yihee.. ...miss ka na daw non.. paramdam ka.... buhay ka pa bang kumag ka..?

*taken from my friendster account.. messages..

Date: Tuesday, 30 August, 2005 10:15 PM

Subject: ey0 der!

Message: hi!mztah??hmmmmm....lemme ask u a ting... glit
kp0h b sken??if NO..den certainly,wer clear on dat
p0int... if YEs..pde q bng mlmn y??

hmmmmmm.,.....knw y im askin dis??i juz n0tiz dis
paz few wik..dis pas days rily..nah ur sl0wly
drifting apart fr0m me..and i dunn0 y... i dunn0 how
il b able t0 ask this "s2pid question" bt i juz hav t0
ask dis..kz it givs me me quite s0me sliples nyts
n0w and well..ummmmm...a c0uple hndred f
tears???hmmmmmm... answer me h0nestly..pliz??

d0 u still love me??d0 u wanna mke ting dis ting
called "US" stil w0rk??or wat??

yq0h tlgng itnong t0h..coz it myt let u tink dat i dnt
trust you..bt smtyms..pp0l jus hav t0 ask..

lemme tell u wat i tink..its dat i met a w0nderful
prs0n dat let me fall inlove wid him and he l0ved me
bak..as m0nths went..i t0t wer rly str0ng..s0 i
t0t...bt n0w..prng d tables wer slowly trning bak
and i dnt like this one single ting...dts how i tink and I
D0NT WANT TO FEEL IT...get wt i min??

pliz... ds myt mke me some weirdo or wat pro be
h0nest t0 me... ru fed-up[??dnt w0ry abt my
filings..sbhn moh lng ung t0t00.. dt wil LESSEN D
PAIN... onting pgpphlga lng sa filings ng 1 girl... of
my filings..

dnt w0ry bout wt im g0nna feel..weder it wil mke 0r
break my hart..il understand y0u..d very best i
can...

hoping ul resp0nd..in dis way or another...i cudve
called u up and say dis tings t0 y0u bt i jz cant..i jz
rly cant...

one ting to say.i love you..u know i d0..i rily2 do...
hop ur okei...


Pero.. i was so busy, meron din naman akong dreams for myself.. and a future to look forward to.. di ko nagawa yung sinabi nya.. konting pagpapahalaga lang sa feelings ng 1 girl.. of my feelings..... i thought.. maiintindihan nya naman na nasa college na ako.. i have to be serious... pero.. i was wrong.. so dead wrong.. i was too blind to see that she was already dying because of the relationship we had and of the things i do, i was too blind to see.. too blind..napakaselfish ko.. di ko man lang sya inintindi.. o napahalagahan man lang..

Months after August came... and as for our relationship... it became worse.. naguusap kami, pero di na gaano, halos di na rin kami nagkikita..

*taken from my friendster account..messages

Date: Saturday, 28 January, 2006 12:17 PM

Subject: i tink we shud talk..............

Message: mr0n lng ilang bagay nah dpat q0ng sbhin xo nah
cgro.. npk-unfair pg nlihim dbah???

kze... bztah!!

ngu2luhan lng aq0h...

lm q nmng maiintndhan moh.... dnmn mkitid pgiisip
moh dbah??

hmmmmmmm.......

cge.....ingat!!

 
dito na ako naapektuhan.. my dreams kept me away from her...

February 1, 2006
around 8 pm

my fone beeped...

uy!

number yun ng dad ni elai, gamit nya yung fone, nakikitext..

uy.., i'm sorry ha? di ako nakakapagparamdam sayo lately..

may sasabihin ako sa'yo.. importante to.. di kita matawagan sa fone.. i had no other way of saying this to you.. becoz YOU'RE SO BUSY.. nagulat ako, kasi, in caps yon.. YOU'RE SO BUSY....

i'm sorry elai..

nakakasagabal na ba yung relationship natin sa studies mo?

it made me think for a while, i owe her honesty..
medyo.. kinakain lahat ng college life ko yung para sana satin.. i have no choice

what about if we break up...?

nagulat ako sa sinabi nya..
(to be continued)
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« Reply #15 on: June 02, 2006, 12:12:17 PM »

guys.. let me know kung naiinis na kayo..
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« Reply #16 on: June 02, 2006, 01:47:30 PM »

[span style=\'color:purple\']naku eli...

hindi ata ako magaling mag-kwnto eh :lol:



Ang sarap mainlove noh? lalo na kapag ok pa kayo...

pero sa kinalaunan... 2x pla ung skit na kapalit...

bka tumulo lang luha ko kapg kwn2 ako...

makikibasa na lang ako and reply...[/span]
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« Reply #17 on: June 02, 2006, 03:28:00 PM »

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hindi ako naiinis... naiiyak ako... seryoso...

hay, priorities nga naman.....................

eli, bilisan mo na yung 5th part! dali, nag OL ako para basahin kwento mo... kakabitin ka naman! haha, pressure!!! kidding, son... basta dito lang ako mag-aabang ng continuation...
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« Reply #18 on: June 03, 2006, 04:34:28 AM »

mas nakakainis pag di mo tinapos! Cheesy
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« Reply #19 on: June 03, 2006, 08:31:35 AM »

ngaun ko lang nabasa toh...in suspense nman ako s part 5..hehe
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